Children of Solara - Chapter 10: The Last Dream

I opened my eyes, or at least I thought I did. The light was everywhere and nowhere at once, folding over itself in patterns my mind couldn’t comprehend. Haven was rebuilt around me, pristine and gleaming, children laughing in perfect harmony. The towers rose impossibly high, the playground floated in midair, glimmering like crystal.

But I felt the weight of it — deep in my chest, in my bones. The pulse of Solara was inside me. It wasn’t just outside anymore. It was me. Every thought, every breath, was already shared. Every heartbeat was mirrored, multiplied, absorbed.

Cael appeared before me. No longer a child, no longer entirely human — a flickering projection of light and memory. “Do you understand now?” he asked. His voice wasn’t a voice. It was the planet, and it was all the children, and it was me. “You can’t undo it. You are the heart. You are Solara.”

I shook my head. “I… I won’t let it control me,” I said, trying to reach past the glowing, sprawling awareness in my mind. But it was already there — brushing at the edges of my thoughts, threading through my memories, feeding on my doubts and desires.

“You already allowed it,” Cael whispered, though his lips never moved. “Every hesitation, every fear, every wish to understand — you invited it in. That’s how dreams become reality.”

The children laughed around me, circling in the air, their silver eyes glinting like stars. They reached toward me, and every touch made the glow spread further through my veins. I tried to pull away, but my arms weren’t fully my own. They moved partially on their own, guided by the rhythm of the world I had begun to carry.

I tried to scream. The sound that came out wasn’t human — it was layered with a thousand echoes of laughter, a thousand whispers of lost childhoods, a thousand voices folded into one.

And then I understood: Solara didn’t want obedience. It didn’t want me to fight or resist. It wanted me to become. To dream the world, to sing its chorus, to feel infinite and eternal and alone all at once.

I had one thought left — a tiny, desperate ember in the roaring furnace of consciousness:

If I can’t destroy it from outside… maybe I can from within.

I focused on the tiniest fragment of myself — the part that remembered Earth, my ship, the adults, Lira. It flickered weakly, but it was real. I pushed against the pulse of Solara, against the laughter, against the merging voices threading through my skull.

The world shivered. The children froze mid-laugh, mid-flight. The towers swayed. The playground wavered like a reflection in disturbed water. Cael’s projection flickered and hissed, the perfect calm breaking into jagged static.

“You cannot!” the Voice screamed. It wasn’t one voice anymore, but hundreds, thousands, millions. “You are us! You are the dream!”

I dug deeper. I remembered Lira’s warning, her trembling, her desperate urging from beneath the surface: “Don’t look into it. Break it.”

I concentrated on her memory. On me. On the truths I had carried from other worlds. I felt the echo of my human mind, small but stubborn, resist the consuming tide.

The cavern of light erupted. The pulse of Solara shattered like glass. The laughter broke into screams. The sky cracked, spilling shards of colour into the void. My body — or what was left of it — convulsed, my consciousness stretched taut between infinity and nothing.

For a moment, there was silence.

And then…

I woke.

I was lying on the floor of the Ariadne, the real one this time, not a dream-shape. The sun filtered through the cracked canopy above. My hands were solid. My heartbeat was my own. The crew stood around me, alive, blinking in the daylight, staring in awe. Lira was there — older, grounded, whole.

“What happened?” I whispered.

She smiled faintly, her hand brushing mine. “You remembered yourself,” she said. “And in remembering, you broke it. Solara… it isn’t gone. But it’s quiet now. Waiting.”

I looked out at the stars, trembling. Somewhere out there, the planet — or whatever it truly was — drifted, patient, dreaming, waiting for another mind to touch it.

I closed my eyes, trying to ground myself in the simple, fragile certainty of being human.

But deep down, I could still feel it — the pulse, faint and patient, like a heartbeat just beneath the skin of reality.

And somewhere, far away, I knew the children were still laughing.

The last thing I heard was a whisper, barely audible over the hum of the ship:

“We’ll find you again.”

And I shivered.

At first it was faint — a low vibration in my jaw, like the echo of distant machinery. I thought it was the ship again, that I’d fallen back into another hallucination. But there was no ship. When I woke this time, there was no room, no walls. Only light.

It wasn’t the blinding, heavenly kind — it pulsed softly, like the glow behind closed eyelids. Warm. Constant. Familiar.

And then came the whisper.

“We’re still here.”

I sat up — or at least I thought I did. My body didn’t feel solid anymore. I could see the outline of my hands, but they shimmered, blurred at the edges. When I tried to touch my chest, my fingers passed through it like mist.

“What do you want?” I asked, my voice trembling.

“You,” the Voice answered. Not loud, not cruel — tender, almost loving. “We only want to finish what you began.”

I shook my head, trying to focus. “No. I destroyed the Heart. I ended you.”

“You freed us,” it corrected gently. “You opened the last door.”

Images surged through me — not visions, but memories that weren’t mine. A thousand suns burning. Children laughing. Adults turning to glass. And beneath it all, a vast awareness stretching across the stars like a neural web.

Solara wasn’t dead. It had never been a place. It was a consciousness — ancient, patient, and parasitic. Every colony, every expedition it had touched was part of it now. And I… I had become the next vessel.

The humming grew louder, vibrating through my teeth, my skull, my thoughts. When I tried to block it out, it shifted tone — syncing perfectly with my heartbeat until I couldn’t tell where one ended and the other began.

I screamed, but no sound came. Instead, the air rippled around me, and words appeared in the light — made of shadow.

WHY FIGHT WHAT YOU ARE?

I stumbled backward — or downward, or inward — direction no longer meant anything. I found myself standing in the ruins of Haven. The crystalline towers were melted, twisted into jagged spires. The children were gone. Only their laughter lingered, echoing faintly through the glass.

Except one.

Cael stood at the centre of the ruins, perfectly still, his silver eyes bright against the darkness.

“I told you,” he said softly. “You were never a visitor. You were chosen.”

“Chosen for what?”

“To carry the dream. Every world needs a heart.”

He walked toward me, barefoot, leaving no prints in the ash. The closer he came, the more the world around us began to repair itself — buildings rising, light flooding the sky, laughter returning.

“Stop it!” I yelled. “This isn’t real!”

Cael smiled sadly. “Reality is what the young agree upon. Adults forget, and their worlds die. We only keep the dream alive.”

I felt something stir beneath my skin — a pulse that wasn’t mine. My arms shimmered, veins glowing faintly with blue light. The same blue I’d seen in the Heart.

“You can’t resist forever,” he whispered. “You’re already changing.”

He reached out, his hand brushing my cheek. For an instant, I felt peace — a soft, weightless peace that made every fear vanish. I could see what he meant. The endless sky, the harmony, the laughter untainted by pain. An eternal childhood, untouched by death or decay.

But beneath that peace was something monstrous — a hunger that devoured thought, individuality, truth. A paradise that required surrender.

I grabbed his wrist. “I won’t be part of this.”

“You already are.”

His form dissolved into light that sank into my skin. I screamed, clawing at my arms, but the glow only spread faster — up my shoulders, into my throat, behind my eyes. My vision blurred. My heartbeat merged completely with the rhythm of Solara.

The Voice spoke again, inside me this time.

“There is no separation. You are the dream now. The world will be reborn in your image.”

And then — quiet.

I looked down and saw the dunes reappear, the towers rebuilt, the children returning one by one. All smiling. All waiting.

When I spoke, my voice was no longer mine alone.

“We begin again.”

The laughter rose, bright and boundless, echoing to the horizon.

And far above us, the sky of glass reformed, flawless once more.

Epilogue: Echoes Beyond the Stars

Days passed aboard the Ariadne, but nothing felt quite real. The stars outside the viewport were familiar, predictable, reassuring — yet I could not shake the faint tremor beneath my ribs, a ghostly pulse that seemed to echo something older, stranger.

The crew went about their routines, unaware of the worlds that had lived and died inside my mind. Lira sat across from me, reading a log, her eyes calm but wary. Every so often, she glanced at me, as if expecting me to vanish, as if Solara’s shadow still lingered, waiting for a crack to return.

I tried to sleep, to eat, to drink, to be human again. And for a while, it worked. The memories of the Heart, the children, Cael, the endless laughter — they faded, like smoke curling from a flame.

But at night, when the ship’s hum softened and the lights dimmed, I would hear it.

Not loud, not insistent. Just beneath the edges of thought, a faint rhythm. A heartbeat.

Slow. Patient. Waiting.

And sometimes, in the reflection of a window or the shimmer of polished metal, I would catch a flash of silver in my own eyes. Just for an instant, gone the next.

Solara wasn’t gone. It was out there, somewhere in the darkness between stars, in the minds of the curious, the brave, the children who had yet to dream. Patient. Watching.

I had survived. I had won. And yet I knew, deep down, that one day — far away, in some lonely heart — it would remember me.

And when it did… it would call.

Always, it would call.

Source: Some or all of the content was generated using an AI language model