The Wizard has returned

Well, I'm back. Almost died. Almost but not quite. The clot that caused my heart attack was the best case scenario, to big to get into my heart (death) and 'easily' taken out by my cardiac team. The prognosis is good, I'm currently sitting at 45% efficiency. Could have been worse. Again I say I was lucky to have the best case scenario for a heart attack. It was building for a month and my doctor diagnosed it as gallstones. She was wrong. I don't blame her because medicine isn't an exact science, after all. I do still have gallstones but I think that operation may be delayed now while my heart is recovering. I don't believe in a lot in matters of faith, growing up with the Christian God, and not seeing any real reason to believe in Him.... I do believe in nature and I do believe that I somehow fit into the cosmic thing called life. I have a faint belief in a pantheon where there is some kind of God(dess) .. and I will continue to believe as far as I think I will. It's just easier to believe than it is to believe in the fact that EVERYTHING is a chance. By chance, my heart attack wasn't fatal, (it could have been). By chance the clot was in an operable position, and by chance I survived the procedure.

No I did not have any revelations, nor did I see the hand of God or any other Deity.... I just was lucky. I guess, God(ess) was looking after me. That is what I will believe. So there's my 2 cents as to what transpired over the last 4 days. +Peace.